Last night, I laid in bed thinking about DZ Fei. I thought about the first photo I had seen of her on DDE:
There was something about her quirky looks, her peaceful sadness. There are only a few DZ's I like, I like Megi, Ani and Kay and of course, Fei. I had thought many times I would eventually try for her. It took a long time for Hammie to arrive and it seemed that I wouldn't be able to even try for her until next year. Then I thought about the only DZ Fei I have ever seen on eBay. I thought her auction ended last night and so just resigned myself that she would not be the one. I think I looked at her a hundred times yesterday. I just couldn't bring myself to ask my husband if I could have her. Not so soon after Hammie. I tried to put her out of my mind and dismiss the thoughts, perhaps since no other MSD ever stayed long in my heart, it would be a mistake.
Then this morning, as I was setting up my computer, my mouth opened and I told my husband I wanted to see what the doll I had been wanting so badly went for. I surprised myself, I had spoken before thinking, I had not planned saying anything. Besides the auction, I was sure ended the night before. If no one had bought her, I may have a chance, but surely someone would have gotten her. But lo and behold, her auction was still active and there was 4 hours left! When I I shouted with excitement, husband then asked more about her, and I quipped something about letting me bid....well, sure, he said! If I win, she could be my combined birthday and Christmas present! And....just as sure I was about marrying him....I was sure she was coming home to me!
And she is! This is her auction photo:
The wig doesn't come with her, but I have several wigs at my parent's house that I can try. I am so excited and so pleased that she is coming. This one feels like fate.
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